-a taped up butterfly wing tucked between pages
-an inside out, backwards tee shirt
-a list of albums, shared between us
-counting down the days
-8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2
-drawing weird little fish
-an XL black hoodie from the surf shop I worked at for a month and then quit (something that brought me some sort of comfort)
-soaking up the sun
-watching the geese out the window (longing)
-dwelling (reminiscing)
-a plain white shirt they gave me on my first day
-you have to take your hoodie off during meals (no pockets!!)
-wearing my busted up sneakers in the James River
-(you are not in control)
-half a sandwich, abandoned in the fridge after a day at Croatan beach
-watermelon high noon (nooner!) and sprite in your mom's apartment
-pleading
-please. i know what i need.
-i know that i know what i need.